about victories..

What is like to win if you aren't play a game or a battle? What is like to play a game or a battle without a winner' feeling? Is it always there anyway? Could I talk about victory when I look back to my high school' time when everything was fadin' everyday? Sometimes it's like a deep fucken hole inside this strange and strange life of twenty five years. Some things can be changed when you look to a piece of this planet on the montain. I miss it. It was a lonely moment but I still missin' it. I'm still alone but my will is greater than my loneliness. So I just can't stop it. No puedo estar seguro si tuve una vitoria en verdad. Yo creo que tuve un cambio verdadero y que hoy yo tengo una vida más.. bueno.. más.. llena. Pero eso no es nada cuando acuerdome de mis suenõs. The Olympic Medal is still far away. And I'll never reach it.. "If I could reach.. HIGHER! I wanna be.. STRONGER!" (Gloria Estefan, Atlanta' Olympic Games, 1996).