!Go away Sunny day!

"there's no simple way to stop the sadness.. life's not fair I'm glad it's not this.. isn't heaven just a lonely planet on the verge of self destruction" (NOFX). Olha eu aqui uma hora dessas, em um momentos desses, escrevendo um trecho de uma música que contém a frase 'go away sunny day'. Sei exatamente porque o faço, sei exatamente o que essa frase significa mesmo para pessoas como eu que amam o sol. Tapetes se vão quando eu estava a ponto de deitar sobre eles de modo puro e relaxado e sair voando mesmo. "what's wrong with me i'm not a monster". i know, i'm still fucken ugly but i'm shure i have something good inside this fucken body&mind&soul. sometimes i can be just like a "normal stupid sexist UNfeeling-other life-blind boy/male", but i got to believe that i'm changing. this fucken change is slow-hard-painful but it's something that i'm looking for since i was eight or nine or ten fucken years old. maybe you got to have patience with me, if you want to understand this fucken piece of real life that i am. or don't. maybe you don't have time-patience-desire to understand this fucken piece of life. maybe this fuken piece of life is totally rotten at this time. you got to think about it just because you got to think about life. or don't. hace ya mucho tiempo que pienso en la mierda de vida que yo y toda la gente tenemos. Y, quizá, peor sea la vida de otros seres. Y toda religion que intenta missionar y dicer a nosotros acerca de cualquier tipo de respuesta debe ser ignorada. Y, por muchas veces, creo que con la ciencia tenemos que hacer lo mismo. Hay mucha mierda y basura adelante de nuestros ojos.. y no podemos más cerrar eses ojos sucios para esas cosas. no chico, no soy el defensor de las chicas de la psicología.. soy solo el defensor de la vida. me gustaría tener sus manos entrelazadas con las mias. ah.. !ya basta! (gracias ivan ilitch por estar allá hoy por la mañana).