* spacial grrrl *

I have a spacial grrrl inside.. What it means? I'm not shure. Sometimes I just want to run (away) thru the cold wind. Better, I would like to live fliyn' across the (cold?) universe, where stars are shinin' everytime, where time doesn't exists. I see people tryin' to reachin' something special but it makes them down because tryin' to reachin' it always means leavin'.. leavin' exactly what they are lookin' for.. Is it strange for you? I am one of this people.